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    halloween

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    November 27

    spare time

    Hello all
     
                   I am posting this as a protest in budget cuts.  Just when did they decide to make hours shorter.
     
     cause it seems to me that there is LESS time in the day. not enough time to get anything done by the time I wake up it is time for work and by the time i finish work it is time for sleep.  Whatever happen 8 hours work 8 play and 8 hours sleep?  Seems to me it is more like 13 hours work 8hours sleep (if I'm lucky) and 3 hours play.  Now that doesn't seem like balance to me.  I want my play time back  NOW!!!!!
     
    SO they either need to make the days 29 hours long or shorten the working to restore harmony back to my personal universe.
     
    thank you
    Iain
     
     
    August 20

    For my friend

     
     
    for you


    The chances of meeting a soul you conect with
    the catching of an eye,
    the simple selection of a colour
    can alter your life.

    Every now and again the universe throw up an opportunity
    places you close to someone who will fit into your life,
    like the missing piece from a puzzle.

    And if everything falls into place a void is filled,
    a connection  made that bring light
    a love is born not of a physical  attraction
    but of something unseen untouched
    these connections run deeper than those on the physical plane

    They are the meeting of two minds, or souls dancing in space
    forming a bond that distance nor time can tear

    I have walked this earth for nearly forty years,
    and until recently had not known how deep love could run or how far it could span

    That even if others souls do hold part of our hearts, and are the ones that touch our flesh. 
    They cannot reach this bond nor interfere in it.

    I been blessed several months ago to have stumbled across a space in forum similar to this.
    My eye caught by photographs and a name of peace.

    I invited this soul into my realm, they came slowly at first hovering on the edge of my life.

    Then through this alternate plane they came.
    Like a cool breeze on a hot day, filling a part of my life that til then was unkown to be empty.

    Our eyes have never met, our skin untouched by each other, our minds have met our souls entwined.

    between us there are no borders or secrets, nor walls to hide behind only the soft light of honesty. 
    Both knowing the other is always with them only a thought away.

    Unhindered by lust or jealousy,
    This is unconditional souls laid open for each other to see, love at its purest

    Only one will know this was written for them alone
    but declared to the world by me.

    I LOVE YOU !


    pagan
     
    August 05

    time

       Your older than you've ever been
     
      & now your ever older................ 
     in the time it took to read this you've aged....... 
     
      Time is a wonderous thing,  don't waste it by wondering what happened to yesterday. If you do you'll have missed today..
      oh and by the way now you are even older.
     
     
     
                      pagan  Wink
     
     
     
     
    June 13

    hmmmm

    Ok those who i enjoy reading have returned to this forum, thus so do i albeit grudgingly.
     
    but thier work is worth reading so therefore i will .
     
     
     
    blessed be
    pagan
    March 20

    An act of love

    I don't understand

    If I loved like you say you do
    felt the way you claim
    Then to share my life with you I would

    Instead you seek what is already standing here
    and that you say you know

    For fear of causing some unfelt pain
    you say its for the best
    if you seek love among the rest

    Your words do speak as your actions do,
    when your deep in my arms

    For us both the world is gone and there is only two

    I set you free to explore your dreams
    Praying you will find that which you seek,
    for your happiness is all i desire

    Find joy and laughter where you wish
    but know love lives here

    Pagan

    Your time will come

    Darkness fades away
    as Sol's orb doth rise
    warming shivering skin.
    Bringing light to eyes that could find none

    The heart still pains understanding nought
    The pain within is the pain without

    Where are the arms to hold me
    The soothing voice of calm
    that safe place to nestle in.
    The other heart that beats as one

    A soul did once tell me

    Your time will come


    Pagan

    The Abyss

    Standing on the shore

    images swimming in my head

    Angelic faces hidden from view

    inky blackness lapping at my toes

    Enticing, calling me on..

    Is it time to go?


    How easy would it be

    to slide into its cool embrace

    floating out til it pulled me

    to its heart


    Into peace released, returning

    to the earth from whence i came


    Or to grasp at straws

    and battle on?

    This question I do pose


    The answers there

    it has been found....


    Pagan




    March 13

    rambling at 3am

    Hey there it's been a while since i put anything up.....     so even though i have nothing deep or profound to say or beautiful words to say unlike a poet i know who's blog entries i seek out...        
     
    I thought i would just say hi to all
     
    Me ;-)
    February 21

    Today i'm blessed :-)

    Greetings And  Salutations to you all.
     
      Today is in American Indian terms "a good day to die" for those not familar with the meaning of this it purely means that if I were to die today I would be happy when i went.
     
      So reasons for being happy, firstly it is the start of two days off (always a good thing) also I get to see my favourite ppl in the world for a few hours. Masters Fin (don't call me Finlay, aka Romanoff, or Noodles), Hugo (Mr Piggles aka Huge O, aka Lolly boy) and Leo (Mr B. aka possum, aka snugglpuss), These three are the reason i breathe in and out, and wake each day, without them I would cease to be. I thank the universe for letting me know them. SO BIG SUPER YAY for them.
     
      Secondly I was woken by a beautiful woman this morning (not in person, I should be so lucky) lol but it brought a smile to my face. Then i was supposed to have a meeting this morning (insert workaholic here) but I told the universe i didn't want to go and within a minute my phone rang and the person i was going to meet had to cancel. Thank you to the god/godesses and powers that be for that.Which meant that i could have a quiet morning and chat to my friend.  
     
     
    It then followed that i had to call work (yes i know workaholic) about a project i'm working on to be greeted with the news of being thanked by those above me workwise for bringing them the Madass acoustic music to them and that it was the best thing that had been brought to them in ages, and that any further ideas and concepts i had would be welcomed warmly. (we all love a bit of praise now don't we)
     
     
    All this and the day is only just half gone.
     
    So once again YAY for my Babies, my friends and the universe. May all who read this be blessed by the deity of thier choosing. and smile!
     
     Update picked my angels and got to do homework with  them its the little things you miss when you don't see them all the time. Leo read his book for me and I cried (i know big sook) then we went to Rugby .  Leo loved it spent half the time prancing like a kitten sooo cute. Fin leapt back into it with zeal so good! And to cap it off Leo scored a try in his first game ever. Hugo was a gem as always playing in the playground making new friends.
    Came home to find we had a new housemate an absolutely beautiful 30cm long Python who was kind enough to let us all get close and even pat him/her, so after a brief photo session Monty was released back into the rafters under the house.
    Welcome to the magical house of RAH!   Monty  may you find peace here.
     
    All in all today is a good day to die.
     
     
    Love, Light & Peace!
     
    Iain
     
     
    February 20

    it's a stunning world in here

    Here i sit at 1.30am supposed to be working, but ah well.  Was just pondering the folk that i had come across since entering this world of messenger and spaces.  Maybe  i've just been lucky  or maybe its the universe pushing me to visit the spaces i've seen but i just seem to keep stumbling across wonderful, talented people. Great story writers that piant pictures in my  mind as clear as any photo. Others that capture the world around them with an artists eye with thier camera, and some that do both. Thanks be to the gods, the universe and to those  I now have the joy of being able to speak to and can call friends.
     
     
    Love, Light & Peace to you all .
    January 12

    yet another armed robbery

    Monday the 8/01/07
     
    For the umpteeth time in the last 19 years I found myself face to face with some one who thought or more likely didn't think when they left their house, and decided to bring a weapon with them. What crosses someones mind to make them think i'm going out tonight i need my wallet, watch, condoms in case i get lucky and i know i better take a knife/scissor or something similar to injure or kill someone with just to make it a good night. I haven't got a clue! If anyone reading this does then please let me know!
     
    Any way at 11.45pm I ask this young guy to leave cause hes so stoned and is annoying other customers, he goes no fuss no bother (thats a surprise in it's self). no sooner is he outside then he's back banging on the door yelling. i go outside to move him on by the time i get there he's put a makeshift balaclava on and pulls a pair of scissors out of his pocket who knows maybe he had a needle and thread in the other one and was actually a mystery tailor. but he rushes at me thursting the scissors at me, i retreat being cautious as one is after being in this situation before. he moves back i dial for the boys in blue (police). he lunges again yelling incoherently. then he retreats to a nearby building to change his clothes.
     
    I retreat into the hotel to find something to defend myself with as i cannot get one of the doors closed and there 6 patrons and a staff member inside, i'm thinking the police cant be far away. finding little of use i return outside with a small metal broomstick. as i do he is approaching up the road waving 2 bottles of Corona maybe he's rethought his actions and is trying to make friends, well its a bit late for that i take a great deal of offense to folk who try a poke holes in me. just then the police arrive the young guy makes no attempt to run just stands there and is searched and taken into custody. and thanks to his 5 minutes of fun i spend the next 4 hours of that night giving statements and trying to get down from the adrenilin rush. also then spend the next day writing reports, and still 4 days later i'm yet to get a good night's sleep or feel my usual self.
     
    But thanks to those who know me and care who don't mind me talking about the things that occur in my job some like this scary and others just annoying. I'll get there this makes 3 three armed robberies and even though there is rumoured that this was possibly  a personal attack for some slight i've done to a member of the local community. my brain deals with this better if i take it as an attempted robbery.
     
    Love light and peace
     
    January 07

    kharma

    first blog entry ever,
    today is one of those days you know you should just shut your mouth. but as per usual i opened mine and pissed off someone i care about.
     
    been missing my friend a bit lately n when they called was happy to hear from them, but quickly put both feet in my mouth n had them yelling at me.
     
    tried to apologise but think i just made it worse.
     
    Then this afternoon my car decided it had enough and needede a rest oh dear car not go kids to drop back to thier mothers, gotta go to work no flat mates in sight to help out.  much stressing latere my father came to my aid and dropped the kids home n me at work but the thing is i still gotta get home.
     
    so $40 cab ride or 8 k walk gotta fix the car so the walk it is.  at 2 am sounds like fun ,not.  we make our choices and kharma bites us back sometime it takes years some times quickly in order to give us time to think about what we have done to those we care about.
     
    so to my beautiful friend i angered i'm sorry, to the universe thank you for the time to reflect on my actions.
     
    Love, light and Peace
    may your gods be with you always
    Iain